So Aaron and I are on a break, initiated by me. We might end up breaking up soon though. And I cut again.

But the friend I mentioned, Nick, has been helping me through this whole thing (he has a girlfriend, so he's just a genuinely nice person). In the auditorium the other day he held my hand to let me know everything was gonna be okay, and also to get me to stop snapping myself with a rubber band. He's just been helping me through this whole thing... he's seriously my new best friend.

Maybe everything will turn around and we'll be happy again. Maybe. Someday. I can hope. In the mean time, I've got a friend who I see every weekday that's helping me through this. I love that kid.